~scared~

I'm scared with my own shadow,
da' shadow dat reflect what i've done to my life,
da' tragic story dat i kept just for my own,
i've no strength to speak it out,
nor to stop it ol'
i'm drawn into diz' misery,
i wish diz' is juz a nightmare,
i wish i could wake up and everything clear,
i wish my life could turn back...

is there anyone could help me?
is there still chance for me to turn back?
i'm dead while i'm alive,
with da' fake smile on my face,
with da' hollow soul dat suck my happiness,
ol' left is juz darkness.......